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It was after gym when I saw him


I kissed his face

He put his hand around my throat. I couldn‘t breath. I started to choke.

I saw you talking to him, he said.

I tried to explain

He pushed me up against the wall

I tried to fight him off

He put it in me – I was so afraid

I started to cry

He said, It’s not like we never done this before.

I sobbed, Please no!

Then my boyfriend let me go

I‘ll never tell

'Cause I know he‘ll call me tonight to apologize

And tomorrow we‘ll go out for pizza.


It can be hard for a girl to admit, even to herself, that her boyfriend has a problem. She will continue to cover up and make excuses for him. If you are in an abusive relationship, please seek help. Don‘t try to fix him because you can‘t. Abusive boyfriends are often the products of troubled families, and are in need of professional counseling. Do yourself a favor: let him go.

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